yeah thank you, i aprreciate it and I know how u feel..its killing me. I really hope your mother gets well and stays strong. Its so hard to live without your dad or your mom. Im so thankful my mom is healthy and strong but I still need my dad and Ill never have him back…Im so sorry for the pain your feeling about losing your dad because I feel the same and it sucks.
my heart hurts so much everything does. idk the reasons for the situations Gods putting my family and me through im not worthy of knowing why my dads about to die why he is so sick why there are no chances whatsoever idk why it had to be him to get so ill the most important person to us, someone with so much ambition and dreams for us…is weak and sick, dieing and in pain and theres nothing i can do. i dontt know what will happen after hes gone, i wish God could do something just to make him live longer for me for my little brother atleast, i would do anything idc what it is but i would. but i dont get that option, just topray and it seems like everything is so impossible. this shows me that nothing lasts and happiness is temporary, everyone suffers and God takes back everything he gives bc it was never ours to begin with. you never realize all the beautiful moments with someone until you know its their final moments. my world is falling apart, everything hurts idk what to feel or say, I just want him to live longer thats all i wish there was something i could do. I love him so much.
